I have so many plans and so many things I want to get done. I'm not going to be able to handle school. School fucking sucks and I can't wait to graduate. I wish I at least had a GED already or something. Fuck being young and not being able to make life choices when I am completely capable of taking care of myself and being on my own. Fuck being pissed off and aggravated all the time. I shouldn't feel the way I feel all the time. I'm still a kid, and have to deal with so much shit it's not even fair. And everyone around doesn't even realize that after awhile it takes a toll on you. No one ever realizes anything until it's to late to save someone.